Whoohooh!!!

Sometimes, Its just nice to sit and do nothing... I just don't like thinking about things right... Its like blank then it goes whoohooh!!!

2006 is somewhat a long year for me. And I guess by now, it's time for me to take a rest...

I'm sick. my left is not functioning well. I don't like seeing my ninong doctor-i'm frightened what might be the outcome. my memory is getting weaker...

ambot lang...

drugs...

Well I guess it's a happy holiday for every one...

while i'm stuck in bed, the whole time... heheh


meling2006

They say that dreams are real only as long as they last. Couldn't we say the same thing about life?..

Sometimes, I just end up sedentarily sedated from the effort on pursuing my passion. It is now 3:00 am and I’m feeling somewhat paranoid. Something has been bothering me from the very moment, my being “human.”

I thought it would be perfect enough to say that I’m an artist by my hand and by my thoughts. However, saying those words just cannot separate me from the fact that I’m a masterpiece myself.

Such a strange paradox. I mean, well technically, I'm closer to the end of my life than I've ever been. I feel more than ever, that I have all the time in the world. When I was younger, there was a desperation, as I desire for certainty, like there was an end to the path and had to get there.

This dawn is like a shadow in me, I want to withdraw my every single wrong thing. Lest, I have awakened from a weird dream. It’s a bequeath on the wrong mind planted through my agony for freedom that when I realize there are lots of happenings on the flipside of the metal film, I cut it out and make out for reality before I could get myself killed.

Yes! It happens all the time. The reality that lies behind is what we call as consequence.

owever, Every event that has occurred in your life has helped shape who we are, our personality, our identity.  It's an intangible thing that can only be expressed, and can therefore only exist, in our own mind, since we are the only one that has had access to all those experiences. It's unique.

And, that means trying to solve the problem of freedom, finding room for choice and responsibility, and trying to understand individuality. So help me God!

win? Win what? Something... Yes everything has to do with something...
& I am pretty much aware that there are raising eyebrows right now, okay, it's merely about taking risk with everything that is not suppose to be takin' risk of. I'm tired of all the pleasing [though that's what it had always been with art]! Mamatay nlang ko, dili lang jpon mahuman ang agony sa Kalibutan ug daghan pa japon mangutna ug "Ngano."

Hahay... Kapoy, it's somewhat parallel to need. Or some would prefer want because of hedonism... wla nkasabot sa kalibutan. grabe ra kau xa ka perfect; dli ko mabagay...

[sigh]

Priceless ra japon ang immortality kai...

Honestly, I would consider the Trip as one of the most lousy trip I've been to... Though the Stops are "at some point" amazing--just because we've been to the IAFT; the rest was just boring... Pasalamat ka Kat wala ka niuban... Nag-hilanat ko karon.... It's like duh! UBEC ra jud xa... nothing more to it... esp. when you've been there a lot of times na...

My most hated part was the time alloted for every destination-- mga white rabbit ang mga tao... wlay palanay palanay--puro speed... puta! Daghan pajud corny leche!